Wednesday, September 19, 2007

New Day...insain reality

Ok..it is not that bad. I am just a bit overwhelmed. The kids rooms have been gutted. I have to admit they do look very nice. My dining room on the other hand looks like a table at the local thrift. I need to fold, sort, tag and bag all this stuff. I feel like my eyeballs are floating. Yet, the goal is a good and worthy one.
Sabastion is spitting again. It is starting to bother me. Not just the ick factor. He has not been taking in much fluids. His lips get a bit blueish an his lips dry out. I am not sure what to do. I can not imagine trying to take him to the ER for fluids. They would have to knock him out. Well, I am and om and I worry that is my job.
It has been raining here. I hope my plants like it. I have neglected them something awful. I am going to try to change the routine a bit. When Craig comes home I want to have family outdoor time. I am aiming for an hour a day. From about 4 to 5. Then we can come inside and i can make dinner. A little fresh air would do us all a bit of good I think. Also, we are having bath time at 7:00pm now. Both kids will get baths and PJs. No more Blues Clues after that. I know that some people will think that is a given. Sabastion is Autistic and no Blues Clues on TV is seen as some kind of punishment. He acts like you are being mean. I hate that it is so hard to communicate with him. I just want him to know that we love him and want him to be happy, healthy and safe. OK enough of that.
Esme is starting to try and stand. She cruises around on all fours real well. She loves knobs, so she likes being in her brothers room. She loves anything that has cords including the computers and TVs. Oh Lord, why do you trust me so much?
I have not done any crafting of any kind lately. It is about driving me up the wall. All should work it's self out in the end I suppose.
That is all I got right now.
I will post pictures as soon as I figure out how to make picasa work with Linux.
Catcha on the Flip side
The Mom

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